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I came to the realization (theoretical) that humanity is in fact, by its nature, insane. I'm just real quick going to lay this out. Have you ever been working hard and sweating a great deal and you couldn't not have something sweet to eat. This is completely backwards as the thing which your body needs at that moment is to replenish it's sodium (salt) reserves, but your body wants sugars in that moment because, you see, what the mind wants more unconsciously, to see past the veil and swim in the great silver stream, your body innately seeks to achieve by self sabotage in eeking ever closer to the place that achieves this dream and will cause the degradation of the system in which your consciousness perceives and directly interacts, namely the "self". Our very body urges us toward the limit of death hoping that it in some way can, at that moment of having no further use, accept to the ground on which it falls, will be in the place of wisdom. Maybe that to it is worth living for (and dying), just a moment to be in a place it could never stay. I had to put this down and let it out there so it can exist. That is and interesting concept, no, to have the battle to catch a glimpse of a place that you know is not a place for you, or that you would ever dream of sullying by an attempt to live there, yours, The Meaningful Constructor.